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[29 Jul 2005|06:28am]

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Am I A Whore? [19 May 2005|12:43pm]

[ mood | accomplished ]

sorry, i didn't know how to do the application right...gir... (*BASICS*) Name: Crystal Nicknames: Crissy Age: 15 Location: Pompano beach FL Sexuality: bisexual Star Sign: aries (*Moving On*) Bands/musicians: marilyn manson, nin, joy division, sisters of mercy, dying fetus, soilent green, mechanical cabaret, bikini kill, dead can dance, kittie, frankenstein drag queens, murderdolls, dope, garbage, christian death, lords of acid, the cardigans, specimen, the cure, siouxsie and the banshees...etc Movies: donnie darko, gypsy 83, being john malkovich, benny & joon, ray, the crow, romeo & juliet Books/authors: kurt vonnegut, william shakespeare Hobbies: writing, playing guitar, playing in my band, smoking Bands/musicians you hate/dislike: korn, papa roach, slapstick remedy (some local band over here), the f-ups, msi Any hidden talents?: i can draw Favorite color and why: pink because it symbolizes my youth and my feminity Describe yourself in five words: outspoken, set opinion on everything. (*OPINIONS*) Homosexuality: i think its good to experiment and just be who you are to stay true to yourself. but i hate those idiots that are just gay because they think it will gain them respect when in fact it does the opposite and they have no idea how to cope with actually being a different sexuality in the real world. i just don't like it being a trend. Religion: religion was a good idea, and i think every religion has good points & perspective. i don't like how religion is used a tool to kill. i wish it were less like a cult and more about personal beliefs, not following a "god" who we're not even sure exists. Racism: i don't like the idea of it and i can't stand how people like to segregate people. but i respect certain people that are bold enough to say "nigger" because its their belief and i belief we have the right to believe in whatever we want to. War: war is awful. i hate the idea, but i do realize that there will never be peace. there will always be assholes in this world trying destroy what we have overcome so far. therefore, war will always be around no matter how much i despise it. Abortion: i don't like it, but i have to admit that if i was pregnant right now, i wouldn't be able to live a normal life becasue i would have a baby at 15 so i would consider it. i believe no matter how wrong it is, it is the personal choice of the women. its her body. Premarital Sex: i don't think its good or bad. i think when its time you know its time as long as you're taking precautions against STDs and know the risks and aren't 10 getting knocked up, its a personal descion. Labels: i know there's this trend going around saying "labels are for soup cans" but i'm sorry, i would be a hypocrite for saying that. i label EVERYTHING and so do other people. we label the kind of music we liten to and anything else you can think of. so if i want to say that person is a punk or a poser i'll say it. i don't care. (*Random*) 1. Why do you think you belong here? becasue i believe i'm an individual and maybe there you are people that will appreciate that. 2. If you could give a message to the world, what would it be? stop shopping at hot topic and thinking industrial is goth music. goth music was back in the 80s with bands like sisters of mercy & christian death, so stop being so effin trendy. 3. Do you Think you will be ACCEPTED? hmmm...yes. i think so.

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[09 May 2005|05:04pm]

Photos, lovelies.

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[21 Mar 2005|03:50pm]

[ mood | busy ]

Last night I finished reading Marilyn Manson's autobiography The Long Hard Road Out Of Hell and wanted to share a quote of his that I like and find particularly interesting:

"... In the Bible, the word antichrist
is only used as a description of people who don't believe in the
teachings of Jesus of Nazareth. He is not described as one satanic
entity- as the Beast of Revelation which many people believe- but as a
person, any person, who deviates from the Christian orthodoxy. But
through the years of myth-making and fear-sowing, Christianity
metamorphosed antichrists into a single Antichrist, an apocalyptic
villain and Christian bogeyman used to scare people as much as Santa
Claus is used to regulate children's behavior. After years of studying
the concept I began to realize that the Antichrist is a character- a
metaphor- who exists in nearly all religions under different names, and
maybe there is some truth in it, a need for such a person. But from
another perspective, this person could be seen not as a villain but a
final hero to save people from their own ignorance. The apocalypse
doesn't have to be fire and brimstone. It could happen on a personal
level. If you believe that you're the centre of your own universe and
you want to see that universe destroyed, it only takes one bullet."


[17 Mar 2005|10:41pm]

[ mood | dirty ]

For all of you who've never seen it, here is a blurry photo of my tat-

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Attention South Florida Atheists, Agnostics, Freethinkers, and Humanists [04 Mar 2005|08:28pm]

Our current members and I of the Broward Atheists Meetup (www.browardatheists.com and in www.meetup.com) welcome all interested in atheism, theism, freethought, agnosticism, humanism, transhumanism, state and church seperation (otherwise known as seperation of sturch), and related topics to our Tuesday meetings after 6:30pm. The www.browardatheists.com website has details on our venue, it is currently a pub, but will change when more members are acquired. We're already bulging at the seams with an average attendance of about twelve. No matter your age, beliefs, or preferences, we'd like to hear your opinion. Even the sternest Christians may come and present their thoughts, because if you really believe we're going to hell, we sure don't want to be wrong about the subject, haha, but most members are pretty confident about their atheism and agnosticism. I mention the invitation only to be open-minded. Anyways, we usually discuss religion, politics, philosophy, etc. but do not feel obligated to have to order anything despite it being a pub. There is no membership fee either, it is an informal event so far seeing how we have too few to be more organized, but we'd like to be! And we'd like to have enough people to start some activism and be as productive as possible.

Aside from the weekly Tuesday meetings, there are fun events such as campfires and beach barbeques scheduled. We sure would like to cooperate with other groups and more members to voice the rights and freedoms we and others deserve regardless of our beliefs and with your ideas and help, this can be made possible. The current goal is to eliminate the negative stigma attached to our labels by altruism and stoicism such as scholarships and good deeds. E-mail me with any questions or better yet, any one else you can get in contact with from the website to get a clearer understanding of who and what we are. We turn no one down and encourage debate, skepticism, and reason. The meetings are definitely worthwhile and interesting or else I wouldn't waste the little free time I have as a college student to invite any one else to come join the experience. If you are in the area and find the time inconvenient with your busy schedule, no hard feelings will be had, but at least sign the guestbook so we can know you support us and wish you could come. :-)


Stamped//Leaving//Xposted [16 Dec 2004|01:48pm]

Hey everyone, this has been a very lovely community to be part of, but I'm leaving most of the communities I'm in. Thank you so much for accepting me. If you want to stay in contact with me feel free to add me.

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Am I a whore? [12 Dec 2004|10:00pm]

[ mood | okay ]

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[24 Nov 2004|09:40pm]

Am I a whore?Collapse )
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hurry the fuck up... [24 Nov 2004|11:22am]

this person needs to post an application.


JOIN! [22 Nov 2004|04:35pm]

Hey kids, join ragdollwhores

thats all for now, and you guys need to start promoting...

FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS! [17 Nov 2004|03:08pm]

[ mood | lethargic ]


I never update for this.

Me and missy are the ones who dont really fit the "goth" criteria in here. But later i could get all gussyed up and show you how i'd look if i were bad 2 da bone! Heh. im a pussy emo kid, dont mind me.

But i do love looking at Jess' friends on her myspace because their really interesting. I still like NIN and some of the music Jess force feeds into my ears.

hrmmm... I didnt go to school today. AHM A REBEL! Not many people went today actually. Its raining and depressing to them, but i like it.

welp, an unknown fact about me... I've only been to 2 funerals. I've never seen a dead body though. I look at pictures of dead bodies and people getting surgery on television, but i've never seen anything in real life. I kinda want to, but i kinda dont.

Comment if you guys have seen a dead body -or- something of the sort and how many funerals you've been to and who they were. Just so i get some participation points in this commune.

Keep it POSI!

Im kidding

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AM I A WHORE? [15 Nov 2004|05:10pm]

[ mood | calm ]


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[14 Nov 2004|09:11pm]

[ mood | hopeless ]

Pardon me while I burst
Pardon me while I burst
A decade ago, I never thought I would be..
/ tonight /Collapse )

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Am I a whore? [14 Nov 2004|07:51pm]

[ mood | cold ]

The ApplicationCollapse )

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[14 Nov 2004|07:33pm]

JOIN morbid_beauty_ !!!

another piece in my mind. [13 Nov 2004|12:15am]

Six moons have died
Since the witch took the blood from my heart
Now she feels sorrow , now her breath stops
She drank my blood to feel my life
But for others it is poison in disguise
I lay dead and so does she
Like we where ment to be
My lips draw a smile
Finally dead not alive
I see my brother calling me
finally out of this misery
and again next to him
like we where ment to be.

comments are wellcome

[12 Nov 2004|06:14am]

[ mood | amused ]

Me and my sister were stars!Collapse )


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Am I your whore? [08 Nov 2004|04:06pm]

[ mood | awake ]

This is me, get over itCollapse )

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AM I A WHORE? [01 Nov 2004|06:53pm]

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